Hurt

It feels weird. Sitting 2 tables away from her, I could smell her perfume. Perfume or plain shampoo, I'm not sure, but it's the same fragrance.. The same pleasant scent which I used to enjoy everytime I took a deep breath whenever she's around. That was about a year ago. Now, it lingers around, together with the memories of what we have gone through together. Hmm...

Reached home at 12 P.M. or so, very very tired after the Chemistry papers, so I slept all the way till 8 P.M.. Yeah, it feels damn good.. Nothing much today.. I'll share a song & its lyrics with ya'll today.. Good emo song for me, it put me to sleep after repeating about 2-3 times on my laptop.

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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

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Hmm.. Hurt, by Johnny Cash. Yeah, the Man in Black.. His songs are really good to the ears.. Enjoy, friends & family..

-MXV-