MXV's Jukebox

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Here Without You

Argh!! I'm so so so so tired!! Drove for 100kms on my car today.. Yes, only the first day itself clocked over 100kms.. Brought my car to the tinting shop today.. Costs me about RM600, luckily there was a voucher given by Perodua, enabling me to enjoy RM150 off the tinting job.. Very nice job by the Tint Master, looks good on my new car.. Hahahaha.. Titanium green in colour.. Went for a drink / lunch with cheL' & John On at Pizza Hut.. Ahh.. At least the irritation on my tongue is getting better.. Hmm..

Just reached home.. Went out at 11 A.M. till now.. Sigh.. Here Without You by 3 Doors Down.. I think I wanna take a nap.. @@ Yeah right.. I'll surely be watching T.V. instead..

-MXV-

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Silence

Yes!!! Silence again.. Hahaha.. Many of you will most probably be wondering how in the world that I can get my hands on so many different remixes of the same song.. Haha.. Well, a techno enthusiast like me surely have his own ways... ^^

But before that!!! Hehe..



Oh my god!! Is that right?? SE?? Myvi SE?? Fully accesorized?? Woot!! 1.3 ZHS!


Yes it is!! WRG 2669.. Woot!! Brand SPANKING new!! Yes.. My new car.. My Vi!!! xD


Agagaga.. Whatever ya'll say, I'm not gonna change that set of sport rims!! I love them.. Haha..

Well, as ya'll can see.. The road tax is not even on the car yet.. So I can't possibly drive the car far on the road as it is illegal, I might get my license revoked.. But if everything goes well, I'll send my car for window tinting tomorrow.. Then only I'll be able to stick the road tax up..

Here's Silence [ AirScape Remix ] by Delerium feat. Sarah McLachlan. A slower version than Tiesto's remix, but I still like it.. Enjoy!

-MXV-

Monday, April 28, 2008

Heaven's Earth

Whoops! Another Monday, boring Monday to start off.. Why is every week the same? Why can't we wake up each morning to find ourselves in a different day, say, not following the order of the week? It's like, waking up.. and hey!! Yesterday was Saturday, it's Wednesday today!! Everyday will be so exciting that way.. ( Duh I know I'm talking crap.. Just so damn bored.. Sigh.. )

It was when I went tBun today that I realised I've lost interest in games. DotA doesn't seem so interesting to me anymore. No online games could tempt me into trying them out. What's wrong? Maybe because I've stopped gaming for quite a while.. Well, I still have the professionality in me.. xD Bone Fletcher, 14 - 0 today.. Sigh, noobs.. Started leaving game one by one after being pawned.. What's the point of playing if they know they're going to leave? Wasting everybody's time & money..

Uhh, had a drink with Chan, Vincent & Kim Seng after that.. Yeah, after such a long time.. It was raining heavily before I could go home at about 5:30 P.M... Took a shower before falling flat on my back onto the bed..

I'm having an irritation at the back of my tongue for a few days already, not sure what is it but it sure is getting worse.. Everytime I eat or drink it hurts like hell.. Goodness.. No appetite to eat at all..

Here's Heaven's Earth, another masterpiece by Delerium.. Featuring Kristy Thirsk, a woman with a ghastly voice.. Scary. Heaven's Earth [ Matt Darey Remix ] - Delerium Featuring Kristy Thirsk.

-MXV-

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Calm Before The Storm


LoLz.. What a day.. I literally slept for the whole day, waking up only to have my lunch & then slept again. My mom's curry owns!! LoL.. Pretty boring day.. I'm soo lazy to study although exams are just around the corner..


Ahh.. My choice of coffee.. When my wallet is loaded, it'll be Starbucks Coffee.. But when there's a big hole in my wallet, Setarbak Kopi will be my best choice.. xD Who wanna follow me to Starbucks & have a drink? I'm damn bored now.. Help!!

Here's Calm Before The Storm by Darude.. Not sure why it's not that famous like Sandstorm & Feel The Beat, nice track tho.. Enjoy!

-MXV-

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Xplod

Another boring Saturday.. Haha.. Woke up at 11 A.M... Sat in my PC room, wondering what should I do.. Right, my GP presentation.. I was so lazy to prepare the slides for my presentation, but I still got 12 slides done & 1 video clip in 2 hours.. Not bad, could have been faster if I concentrate on preparing instead of working leisurely, watching TV eating lunch.. LoL.

Sigh.. Not sure what to do now, a little tired of studying, and I've stopped gaming for a few weeks. Damn, life is so boring.. But even gaming is getting boring for me.. LoL.. Hmm.. Sleepy... Should I sleep? I don't know.. Heh..

Here's Xplod by D-Bass.. Don't listen to it & start complaining that it's not nice bla bla bla, because it's meant for speaker testing. Yeap. Sony car audio testing. Try testing your bass with it. Heh.

-MXV-

Friday, April 25, 2008

I Get A Rush

ARghhh!!! Gastric!! Damn.. I'm starving right now, hadn't eaten anything in the whole day.. YES!! Whole freaking day!! Sigh.. Take this song here.. I'm off to find some food.. I Get A Rush - Grissom & Stokes.

-MXV-

Thursday, April 24, 2008

The Storm Begins

Ahh, went for the Maths A tutorial, then went to Zariel's house with cheL' to get her DVD-RW back. Guys, I don't understand how you guys can not burn files or delete them from the DVD-RW, because I just erased the whole disc & burned a 700mb movie into it. And to confirm everything is working, I played the movie from the DVD, no problem at all..

Went to Burger King at Carrefour with her after that. Mmmm... Whooper Black Pepper.. Oh yeahh.. Missed that sooo much.. Checked out some car CD/MP3/WMA/USB player after that.. Gosh, they'll really burn a whole big hole in your pocket.. RM620 for Pioneer's, RM580 for Kenwood's.. Ouchh.. A standard CD player averages at about RM280.. I can see cheL' crying from the bottom of her heart.. xD Relax, gal.. I'll try to find a cheaper one for you, no worries..

I found this song in my PC, don't remember how.. Worth listening. The Storm Begins by Jennifer Haines. Piano.

-MXV-

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Feel The Beat

A very boring day.. Spent the whole day doing nothing, only studied & finished some Biology tutorials.. Ahh.. Oh, right.. A picture that I've taken yesterday.. Haha.. Capabilities of Tunku Abdul Rahman College.. Look at the picture below & try to find out what is wrong with it.. I've already given ya'll the clue..



Heh.. I'll go take a shower now.. Here's Feel The Beat by Darude.. I know, this song is a little old, but it's still nice as ever..

-MXV-

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Earth Song

I'm here today to blog about something quite interesting; cough mixture addiction. Why? Well.. It seems that one of my friends is starting to get addicted to it, and I don't want HER to get into trouble before it's too late. Well, just to let ya'll know what cough mixtures contain.. I'll get straight to Phensedyl. Phensedyl, the most common form of cough mixture available over the counter in clinics in Malaysia, but tightly controlled by the government due to abuses are known to be the commonly abused drug here. For your information a 120 ml bottle of Phensedyl cough linctus contains 216mg ( 9mg per 5ml ) of Codeine Phosphate BP, 18mg of Promethazine Hydrocloride BP. It also contains sugars 68%, Sodium Sulphite 0.1%, Sodium Benzoate 0.1% and Sodium Metabisulphite 0.1%.

What is Codeine? Codeine is an opiate used in the treatment of pain and to reduce coughing. It occurs naturally in the opium poppy and as such has a long history of human use that we're starting to abuse it. The chemical name for Codeine would be (5alpha,6alpha)-7,8-Didehydro-4,5-epoxy-3-methoxy-17-methylmorphinan-6-ol. Okay.. The side effects of codeine addiction.. Interesting.. People seeking codeine experiences from medications that contain acetaminophen may be putting themselves at risk for acetaminophen-related complications such as liver damage. Ahh.. Sounds like there's not much harm in Codeine addiction? Usually Codeine is being taken as a Heroine substitute by acute drug users, which is very difficult to obtain even on the streets. This may sound funny, but since the drug abusers take Codeine as a substitute to Heroine, is there a chance that a Codeine addict will take Heroine as a substitute, or just experimental to get even more high? And I'm sure ya'll know well the side effects of Heroine addiction. Go google it up if you don't.

Just F.Y.I., there is another type of cough medicine known as DXM, or Dextromethorphan. DXM (cough medicine) is available as an over the counter medication at just about any pharmacy, and can be purchased by minors as well as adults in large enough quantities not only to get high, but also to cause the inability to move arms or legs or to talk, slowed breathing, permanent brain damage, cerebral hemorrhages, stroke, and even death (from stopped breathing.). Street names for these drugs include Dex, DXM, Robo, Skittles, Syrup, Triple-C, Vitamin D, Tussin, and Red Devils.

So think about it. You wanna stay on as a Codeine addict, it's up to you. But think about the side effects before you decide. I'm here to ' rehab ' you if you ever need it. Heh. Enough about cough mixtures, move on to another topic.

Anyone know what day it is today? 22nd April. Ahh, the Earth Day. The United Nations celebrates an Earth Day each year on the March equinox, a tradition which was founded by peace activist John McConnell in 1969. A second Earth Day, which was founded by US politician Gaylord Nelson as an environmental teach-in in the late 1960s, is celebrated in many countries each year on April 22.

Don't we just love Earth? I mean, it's the only known planet in the whole universe that is able to sustain life, and we human are doing nothing much to help keep Earth in it's original state, but rather abusing it's natural resources, spoiling it and causing global warming. I personally ' love ' how we face it. Today, my class had a 1-hour video clip / movie titled An Inconvenient Truth by Nobel Prize winner Al Gore. Mostly about human's doings on Earth and global warming, I find the video quite informative and useful, and we should definitely do something about what's happening around us. But what I've noticed is that, once the lights are switched off & the video starts, more than half the class will go to sleep. How could they be so ignorant?? I don't know much, but the sight of them sleeping, drooling while the video is being played triggered my anger. It is this kind of ignorance that caused us to face whatever we're facing right now. They took no initiatives to learn about mother nature and how to preserve it. I'm not going any further, I think my message is quite clear already.

Here's Earth Song by Michael Jackson for today.. Happy Earth Day...

-MXV-

Monday, April 21, 2008

Love Is Gone

Went home after Biology practical today, feeling very tired & moodless. Most probably because I slept late last night.. Oh well.. Came back, had a shower & took a nap..

Ahhh... Damn.. Having Pure Maths tutorial tomorrow, which means I'll be seeing that super strict lecturer that treat his students as if they're kindergarteners. I'll have to bear it for another 2 weeks.. 2 WEEKS!!! Pray for my well-being & sanity, my friends..

Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.. Here's Love is Gone by David Guetta.. Sorry for all the short posts recently.. Really, there has been too many ups and downs for me recently..

-MXV-

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Chasing Cars

Sorry guys, for not publishing any post yesterday, because something very, very funny happened.. There was something wrong with the door knob to my PC / study room, the lock was stuck. Then, I'm not sure how the door slammed itself close, maybe the wind blew it or something. The door got locked from the inside!! All the spare keys were also locked inside the room. Great. This morning, my maid unlocked the door using the keys for HER room. Not quite sure how she did it, but who cares... XD

Went Pavilion yesterday, watched The Forbidden Kingdom.. Not bad, action packed.. but kinda lame. LoL. Apparently Lu (Jackie Chan) is an immortal beggar (LoL?) that practices the Drunken Fist kung-fu style.. The monk (not quite sure what's his name, they just call him crazy monk. LoL.) and the Monkey King are the same person (Jet Li). The monk was actually one of the Monkey King's illusion, sent to find the mighty staff that will free himself. Comedic at some point of the movie, I'd say.. The western boy was taught with kungfu to defend himself from the Jade's army, but he was pretty hopeless throughout the movie. Hahahahah..



I'll give it 4 stars out of 5. The storyline is a little.. I'm not sure, should I say weird? Everything else was fine.. Kungfu maniacs should watch this.. Heh..

Heard rumours revelating around the new Kembara which is scheduled to be released around May this year. Tagged at RM 80-90k, it is based on the Toyota Rush, or the Terios under the Daihatsu badge. It will be fully imported (CBU), which means nothing else except the badge is made in Malaysia.. GOOD.. Hahaha.. But since it will be priced at least around RM 70k, I suppose it'll be better to get the Rush instead.. Just for the brand. Hahahaha..

I'm so tired now.. Gonna take an afternoon nap!! Hehe.. Here's Chasing Cars [ LMC Edit ] by the Booty Callers..

-MXV-

Friday, April 18, 2008

Satisfaction

Not in the mood to post today, I'll just leave you guys to this song here. Satisfaction by Benny Benassi. Yeah, one of the common, popular tracks in clubs, bistros.. Enjoy, mates.

-MXV-

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Piano

I realised that most of us listens to music, but don't really care who the composer / artist of the music is. Why? Heh.. Right.. Listening to a song without knowing who is the singer makes me sick.. It is a sensitive issue to me, I'm not sure why.. Haha.. So don't ever come up to me asking for a particular song without knowing who sang it in the first place..

I was feeling very tired, not sure why.. So I went home after college before collapsing onto my bed.. I'm not feeling hungry even though I have not eaten anything throughout the day.. 2 cans of 100 Plus in the afternoon, that's all.. I don't have the appetite to eat.. When I smell food, I feel so full & bloated, like I just ate a truck loaded with KFC drumsticks.. Hmm.. Maybe it's something to do with my mood? Haha..

Anyway, here's Piano.. Composed by Dream Dance Alliance.. Hey, anybody out there wants to go for the movie Forbidden Kingdom starring Jackie Chan & Jet Li, do tell me.. I'm going to watch it soon, maybe next week..

-MXV-

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Zombie

Long, long, day today.. Didn't go to college, mainly because I only have one class for today, that is, the Chemistry lecture.. Slept till around 10 A.M., my mom woke me up to follow my dad to the used car dealership again. Ah, great.. As usual, my dad was again against the idea of getting a car for me. I convinced my mom that I'll start working next year after A levels to repay the car loan. With that, my dad has got nothing else to say & do but to take me, together with a mechanic to the car dealership to check the condition of the car. Right, my mom said she'll go there again with my dad tomorrow to pay for the downpayment. Not sure whether I could believe what she said. Heh.

Here's Zombie [ Ray Knox Mix ] by Andrew Spencer. Originally by the Cranberries.. Enjoy..

-MXV-

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Arranca

Was so hungry & tired after Maths A. class today, so I've decided to have my lunch in the canteen before going home.. I'm not going to wait 2 hours for the next class, am simply too tired & sleepy to stay in the college. Reached home, showered & was so tired that I slept with my hair wet. The heat woke me up at around 4:30 P.M.. Gosh, the room was so hot that I woke up drenched wet with sweat. Went downstairs & had a glass of cold, very very cold barley.. Now that's better. Haha..

Burned some CDs.. Compiled songs & burned them into CDs so that I can listen to them on the hi-fi.. Oh well.. I read something on the internet & found it quite funny, so I'll post it here to share with ya'll..


Imagine if you're the employee getting this letter from your boss.. Haha... Goodness...

Arranca by Manzanita for today, soundtrack for the movie Miami Vice.. Not sure why I'm in such mood to post this song up.. Haha.. Enjoy..

-MXV-

Monday, April 14, 2008

Here Without You

Went McDonalds in Jusco today after class.. Had a Big Mac there & bought 2 take away sets, one Fillet O Fish & another Big Mac.. Wahahah.. Seriously, am in a very good mood today.. Not sure why... Hahahahah.. Life will surely be good if it goes on this way, but there's a saying.. There'll always be ups & downs in life.. So I hope this should be the beginning of my fortune? I don't know, buddies.. I really don't.. Hahaha..

Here's Here Without You [ Verano Mix ] by Gino M. & Ray Knox.. I know, the lyrics are a bit sad.. But I just love the mix.. Hahahaha.. Enjoy!!!

-MXV-

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Megamix

I'm in quite a good mood today, not sure why though... Haha.. Studied in the afternoon, played some games later on.. Not that bad after all, I could live life to the fullest if I continue to feel good like this.. LoLz..

Hmm.. Downloaded an album by Robbie Williams.. Ah, yes.. He's one of my favourite artist of all time!! I love the song Eternity.. Slow & steady.. Makes me sleepy..~~ LoL..


Hmm... Anyone wanna follow me to McD? I miss BigMac.. Huhu.. Anyone?? Desperately in need of some McD now.. Haha.. Maybe tomorrow, after college I'll go & eat all I want.. I guess there're nothing much for today.. Stories of my life continues tomorrow.. xD Here's Anastacia's Megamix, a mix of a few of her most popular songs.. Enjoy, folks!!

-MXV-

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Au Revoir

Went to the used car dealerships to look for a car today, there were so many things to take into consideration when buying a car. First, the model of the car, of course.. Then comes the year, the engine condition, before going into little details such as small dents, stained seats etc. Apparently price wasn't a matter to my parents, so we looked around a little bit more.. Will be surveying & comparing with more dealerships tomorrow.

I'm not feeling well today, not sure why... Maybe it's the food I ate last night.. Oh well.. Here's Au Revoir [ ~bossa version~] by Malice Mizer.. Enjoy..

-MXV-

Friday, April 11, 2008

Please Forgive Me, I'll Be Waiting For You, 'Coz I Still Believe..

My soul aches,
My heart breaks.
A tear in my eye,
I'll forever cry.
I wish my pain away,
I wish it away today.
Why does it hurt so bad,
Does this make her glad?
Why does she douse my inner flame?
Was this breakup my blame?
What did I do to deserve this?
I just wish I could have one last kiss..

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A perfect start-off for the post today.. What? Yes it is.. April 11th today.. Oh, the eleventh.. A day of the month that I could not possibly overlook.. Exactly 29 days from today, it'll be your birthday.. I guess I'm stubborn enough to stay on waiting.. As each day passes, the distance, the gap between us got larger & larger, & it is getting more & more impossible for us to get back together.. But if patience is what it takes for you to come back to me, then I shall wait..

Ms. Christina.. For the past two weeks I have been thinking about what you told me during one of our GP classes.. Have to learn to be selfish sometimes, huh..? Well, I was considering what you said when I realised this... I'm not sure whether you guys noticed this, but whenever you ask a friend of yours, especially guys, to introduce to you some of the girls that he know, he'll simply tell you that they don't know any girls. Then when you spot him walking, chatting with pretty girls, you decide to ask him for yourself. What he will tell you will be the same sentences used over & over again. "Oh you mean that girl? She's not single laa.." or "Got meh? Which girl? Oh that one ah.. Friend only la..". Since when I'm asking you whether she's a friend only or someone special to you? I'm only asking you to introduce her to me.. You see, there is a reason why I'm not like those common selfish guys out there.. I can't possibly leave a friend of mine helpless, or just ignore his / her requests.. I'll try my best to assist my friends should they ever require help.. Of course, he or she should know my limits.. They should know & should not cross my line.. I'll help only in my league of commands, never more than that..

Selfishness, an attitude that I hate to the max.


Oh, I got on board Train 212 the other day.. Brought back memories.. Do you still remember? 8:23 PM on the 4th of September, 2007.. Oh, that was the happiest moment of my life.. Everything you said in that very train, till what we did after getting down at the Wangsa Maju LRT station.. If the LRT managements still have the CCTV recording of what we did, I would certainly love to have a copy of it.. I really wouldn't let you go if you weren't sick at that time.. Everything was so sweet..

[ ...and you left me stranded on an island of sadness, filled with questions but never any answers.. Why? Am I supposed to find the solutions all by myself? It'll be a long, long period of time before I'm able to build a raft for myself to sail away from this lonely island.. But, there's still a chance, possibly a big one, that I'll succumb to my own failure & sink to the bottom of the ocean.. & then it's all over.. ]

Everytime I close my eyes, images of you passes by, like a string of film projected onto the back of my eyelids.. Frame by frame.. How you used to hug me tightly, never letting go everytime you had the chance to do so..

I don't think you'll ever give a damn about me anymore although I still love & care for you all the time.. Wish you all the best in everything.. If you ever needed anything, I'm always here for you.. Pick that phone up & call me.. I'll be waiting...

Move on with life? I don't know... Sigh..

Original mix of 4 songs, Wait For You by Elliot Yamin, Please Forgive Me by Bryan Adams, I Still Believe; Mariah Carey, and I'll Be Waiting by Lenny Kravitz.. Enjoy..

-MXV-

Thursday, April 10, 2008

What Hurts The Most

Had to cancel my plan to watch Street Kings because somebody stood me up, again, today. Confirmed that they'll follow me, wasted my time by having me to wait for them for 5 hours before deciding to SMS me & tell me that they're not going because it is raining. Nice. I've already expected that earlier today, but I went on promising them anyway that I'll wait for them because one of them wants to follow me so badly. And what happened?

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

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I'll end the continuous streak of the same song, but different remixes with its lyrics here today..

Hmm...

What Hurts The Most [ DJ Uto Remix ] - Cascada

-MXV-

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

What Hurts The Most

Anyone ever got him or herself trapped in a situation, where there's nothing that one can do but to watch what's really happening? It hurts, but there's nothing that can be done about it.. Binded to my seat, I can only watch & wish that she fills her day with joy & happiness rather than sadness & loneliness like me..

Sometimes, we have to learn to understand & to accept things around us. At least that's what I've learnt after years of failure in relationships.. Hmm.. Nas ohhhh Nas.. Go for Nikita, if you think she's the one for you.. It's hard to find someone that suits you well & understands you better than your friends.. Alrite bro? All the best...

What Hurts The Most [ Topmodelz Remix ] - Cascada.

-MXV-

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

What Hurts The Most

What was that for..? That look you gave me today.. Your eyes.. It burns..

Sorry Sukyeng a.K.a Chloe, I'm unable to follow you, Seng Lung & Tze Yang to Sg. Wang today.. I'm not in the mood for anything today.. I suppose I'll go get some sleep for now..

What Hurts The Most [ Darren Styles Remix ] - Cascada.

-MXV-

Monday, April 7, 2008

What Hurts The Most

Thanks Kati, you proved to be a friend that I can rely on.. Thanks for spending your precious time with me today, at least I felt a little better than yesterday.. Friends forever, if nothing breaks our bond..

Opened my eyes today & looked around me, H-O-P-E is written on everyone's face. Well, they seems to be as happy as they look, but are they like me, hiding feelings beneath? This masquerade can't conceal my sadness, my true feelings forever.. It's just a matter of time before this porcelain mask shatter into pieces, revealing a broken, lifeless soul..

Kati.. I understand everything that you're trying to tell me today.. Yeah.. I know I was a little ignorant, but at least I'm AWARE.. We can't have everything we want in this world, God made it that way to be fair to others.. But why am I not getting any? I'm not getting anything I want.. I know, I'm given what I NEED, but every man in this world have his own wishes.. Let my wish come true for once.. It's not like I'm not appreciating what I wished for..

What Hurts The Most [ Club Mix ] - Cascada.

-MXV-

Sunday, April 6, 2008

I'm Your Basscreator

Waking up on a Sunday morning, thinking of what to do.. Maybe I'll go somewhere today? Nah, not a good idea.. I'll keep that for tomorrow.. Logged in to Cabal earlier, boring.. Why don't I play DotA? Leavers.. Ahh, GGClient..

I was wondering till when I'll live life this way.. No aims, no directions.. Alone all the time.. When will I find what I want if this goes on like this?

I'll have to find a way to end all the sadnesses & face the truth. Truth always hurts, I know. Music is my life, music is a medium for me to express my feelings. So let music do the talking for me. I won't disappoint my buddies out there that clicks on my bloglink everyday, hoping to find new mixes by me, so this blog will remain active no matter what.

[ PS : Anybody wanna join me to Gardens tomorrow, SMS or call me. New remix coming soon. ]

I'm Your Basscreator by Basshunter.

Should I go to sleep for the rest of the day?

-MXV-

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Evolution

[ I'm trying hard not to recall about what happened today, so let's not talk about it. ]

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Through Love all that is bitter will be sweet
Through Love all that is copper will be gold.
Through Love all dregs will turn to purest wine
Through Love all pain will turn to medicine.
Through Love the dead will all become alive.
Through Love the king will turn into a slave!


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Passion makes the old medicine new:
Passion lops off the bough of weariness.
Passion is the elixir that renews:
how can there be weariness
when passion is present?
Oh, don't sigh heavily from fatigue:
seek passion, seek passion, seek passion!


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The intellectual is always showing off,
the lover is always getting lost.
The intellectual runs away.
afraid of drowning;
the whole business of love
is to drown in the sea.
Intellectuals plan their repose;
lovers are ashamed to rest.
The lover is always alone.
even surrounded by people;
like water and oil, he remains apart.
The man who goes to the trouble
of giving advice to a lover
get nothing. He's mocked by passion.
Love is like musk. It attracts attention.
Love is a tree, and the lovers are its shade.

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Guys... I really need help here..

Evolution, by Leon Lai.

-MXV-

Friday, April 4, 2008

Like This

Hmm.. Went Pavilion with JJ Cheah & Joey today, had lunch at Crystal Jade.. The seafood fried rice was good, but it wasn't enough for me!! JJ went off with his friend later, Joey & I went to Speedy.. I bought an album, Wonderland by Khalil Fong.. He's a really talented artist, I must say.. Also bought a Death Note.. LoL. Went tBun & played for a while before leaving at 5:30 PM..

[ There was something else that happened today, but I guess I'll keep that for the coming post.]



Like This by Reshmonu.. Hey, learn to support local artists!! Their songs aren't that bad after all..

-MXV-

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Save Me

Today, you wore that red & white checkered blouse.. The 1 that got me falling in love with you on first sight.. I had no choice but to force myself not to look at you, but you ended up walking with your friends in front of me after the exam... Every step you took stabbed me deeper in my heart..

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I have been waiting, all of my life
For you to come along, and make everything alright
My body's shaking, right through my bones
So take me by the hand, please don't leave me here alone
And I wonder if you know just how I feel..
I Feel, Yeah..
And I wonder how i know if this is real..
Is real

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

I have been waiting, all of my life
For you to come along, and make everything alright
My body's shaking, right through my bones
So take me by the hand, please don't leave me here alone
And I wonder if you know just how I feel..
I Feel, Yeah..
And I wonder how i know if this is real..
Is real

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me

'Coz I want you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me
'Coz I need you to save me,
Just please save me,
Save me.....

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Not sure what to write for today, so I've decided to post the lyrics for Save Me by Darren Styles.. Save me...

-MXV-

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Ecstasy

Watched Deaths of Ian Stone on 12 AM last night.. Was expecting it to be some horror movie, but it was not. Instead, it was much more supernatural-like, with Ian being cursed & chased by spirits after his encounter with a corpse near a railway. After being left on the railway & got ran over by a train, he was ressurected into an identical life the next day, & then got killed by the spirits again. The spirits, known as 'Harvesters', feeds on human fear & will haunt Ian till he found a way to outwit them.



4 out of 5 stars for this movie.. If you're looking for something that will make you pee your pants, this is not the movie for you. Go for Deadly Ghost or some other horror movies rather than this.

I don't have any paper for today, so I slept till 11 AM before heading to tBun to meet TK, Yip, Vincent & Chan there. I was quite amused when my latest mix, Smack That Girlfriend was played in tBun, I wouldn't realise it without Low telling me that the song sounds familiar. LoL.

Anyway, thanks to Yip, my blog reached its thousandth visitor after some serious non-stop page refreshes by him. Zz.. Here's Ecstasy by Darude.

-MXV-