Echo

The mileage meter on my car hit 666 KMs when I reached home just now. 666 KMs. What could it be? I've seen this number twice today.. You know, what they say about 666 being the devil's number.. Oh well, just hope that everything goes well..

Many things happened today, so I suppose this will be a long post.. Last night, I promised John On, Kevin & Adrian to bring them out, perhaps for a drink or just for a joyride. Yeah, their exams were over & they were so stressed, I thought I'll be able to help a little by bringing them out. Drove to tBun at around 1 P.M. to meet up with Adrian, but I ended up playing 1 DotA game with him, Chan & Vincent instead. Called Kevin, he was eating with his gf.. Fine, I told him to take a bus to Wangsa Maju's LRT station so I wouldn't have to drive all the way to Genting Klang just to pick him up. But I did, anyway, after picking up John & Adrian. I was pretty reluctant to drive around the Genting Klang area, mostly because of the traffic condition & also where my mom's office is located at. Well, my bad feelings came true. I came out of the junction & I saw my father's car. Shit. Nowhere to run, I proceeded to drive pass him, & he was glaring at me. I swear to god, I'll get paralyzed if I look into his eyes. So I fetched Kevin from Genting Klang, since that's the way he wants it.. Ahh.. No Kevin, I'm not blaming you..

Drove to Ampang Point, had lunch at Octopus Bar.. Yeah, Japanese food, & I wasn't sure why I ordered belachan fried rice in the first place. Finished lunch at around 4 P.M., then I drove them to KLCC. Yeah, hit 150 KM/H on my Myvi SE before they started shitting their pants & asking me to slow down. Sorry guys, was in a suicidal mood. Kinda. Hahahah.. Well, as usual.. The two gay bastards, or should I say faggots, John & Kevin, were playing with each other's balls all the while when I'm driving. Hahah.. No offense, dude.. Reached KLCC, was pretty pissed by San Francisco Steakhouse's services, so we left after nobody served us. Well, this was the plan.. I wanted to sit in front of Domé, ( the first place where Janice & I went for a date ) to burn the sticker pictures I took with her on our first date.. And I did, burned away all the pictures.. Now what's left in my mind are memories.. Memories that shall erase themselves over time.. I'm hoping that time will heal my broken heart. Yeah.. Hope..

{ She SMSed me last night, apologized to me for what she did. Why apologize after six months? What could I possibly do with her apologies? Now I'm only hoping that she'll be fine, she'll get all the best in her life. Her SMS did brought some tears to my eyes, but not as much as when she dumped me. Yeah, for all of you who are wondering, I STILL love her.. But, I do have friends by my side, supporting me to move on with life & leave everything about her behind.. And so I will, but only by not thinking of her. It'll be impossible for me to let go just like that, for I'm still a very stubborn person. }

Sent Kevin back home after that. On my way to send Adrian home, he reminded me about the original SPM certificate that we're supposed to collect but we didn't. So we went back to our secondary school & asked the clerk at the office for our certificates. While waiting, we saw Ms. Kong, our former English teacher & talked to her.. Yeah, it feels good to talk to our teachers after such a long time. You know, memories.. Thought of how childish we were last time, & how everything changed. The clerk told us to come back for our certificates tomorrow, so we made an appointment at 1 P.M. tomorrow before going back. Sent Adrian home before proceeding to drop John off at his place. Reached home at around 6:30 P.M., & the digital meter on the dashboard reads 666 KMs. Ah..

Lyrics for the song today, Echo, by Trapt.

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Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
(Close my eyes)
(Let the whole thing pass me by)
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why)

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why ( asking why )

I'll run away with you, by my side (by my side)
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
(Asking why)

Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside?
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why (asking why)


I'll run away with you, by my side (by my side)
I'll run away with you, by my side
(There is no time)
(Let the whole thing pass me by)
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

I know I always loved you
I know I always loved you
I know I always loved you

So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
(There is no time)
(Let the whole thing pass me by)
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

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Yep.. Nice song.. Totally suits my mood for now.. Sorry, no techno for today.. Will try to upload one tomorrow.. Here's Echo by Trapt. Now if ya'll will excuse me, I'll need to study for the up & coming AS examinations.. I realised that I'm still not quite prepared yet, left with no option, no choices but to study.

-MXV-