痴心绝对

I guess it is always easier for me to help people with their relationship problems rather than solving my own. Yeah, I've been helping many people with their problems, but I don't seem to be able to fix things myself. Haha, weird.. Maybe I have the potential to be a relationship counsellor, or Dr. Hitch. LoL.

I skipped 2 lecture classes today. The heartache is killing me, I can't sit there having her in my sight. So I went for the tutorial classes instead, where I don't have to. I know, I don't have to skip classes just because of her, but what's the point going if I can't pay any attention to what the lecturers are teaching? Might as well get out of the class & study in my car, which I did, but for only about 1/2 an hour before feeling really hungry & going for lunch at B.R.J..

As promised, here's an emo song dedicated to the emo Chloe. LoL. C'mon, you can't be emo right now!! No problem if I'm emo, but not you!! Ya' know, many things can still be done to save this whole thing from going down all the way, if you get what I mean. Don't have to be so upset about it, things will be better soon. You'll see. Lyrics below, that's if you can read chinese. xD I'll put in the pinyin version as well.. Just for you folks to sing along even though you can't read simplified chinese. Hehe.. See how kind & nice of me to prepare all this?? =)

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想用一杯latte把你灌醉
Xiang yong yi bei Latte ba ni guan zui

好让你能多爱我一点
Hao rang ni neng duo ai wo yi dian

暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
An lian de zi wei ni bu dong zhe chong gan jue

早有人陪的你永远不会
Zao you ren pei de ni yong yuan bu hui

看见你和他在我面前
Kan jian ni he ta zai wo mian qian

证明我的爱只是愚昧
Zheng ming wo de ai zhi shi yu mei

你不懂我的那些憔悴
Ni bu dong wo de na xie qiao cui

是你永远不曾过的体会
Shi ni yong yuan bu ceng guo de ti hui

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
Wei ni fu chu na chong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie

我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
Wo you he ku mian qiang zi ji ai shang ni de yi qie

你又狠狠逼退我的防备
Ni you hen hen bi tui wo de fang bei

静静关上门来默数我的泪
Jing jing guan shang men lai mo shu wo de lei

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
Ming zhi dao rang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke neng hui

我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
Wo hai sha sha deng dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian

直到那一天你会发现
Zhi dao na yi tian ni hui fa xian

真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
Zhen zhen ai ni de ren du zi shou zhe shang bei

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
Ceng jing wo yi wei wo zi ji hui hou hui

不想爱得太多痴心绝对
Bu xiang ai de tai duo chi xin jue dui

为你落第一滴泪
Wei ni luo di yi di lei

为你作任何改变
Wei ni zuo ren he gai bian

也唤不回你对我的坚决
Ye huan bu hui ni dui wo de jie jue

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Well, actually someone requested for this song & lyrics earlier. And miraculously, in my techno-saturated PC, I found it & listened to it, & got all emo-ed up after that. Haha.. Just listen to the song & concentrate on the lyrics, alrite? 痴心绝对 [ Chi Xin Jie Dui ], by 李圣杰 [ Li Sheng Jie ]. Enjoy. =)

-MXV-